Sweet girl - while I agree it's not "pretty," do you really paint to create prettiness? I don't think so. You paint to express emotions, to elicit thought, to give voice to confusion, pain, joy and love. So, if you are beating yourself up for not having produced something "pretty," I can only say "get over it." If there's something deeper that upsets you about your painting, then I apologize for the abruptness, but I just couldn't let you get into a place where "pretty" mattered that much.
you are right. I am not sure what I am thinking. I just don't want to pollute with my attempts at painting.I only have four prepared panels left and I guess I am feeling miserly about using them and certtainly... not floundering in public and wasting materials!
Sweet girl - while I agree it's not "pretty," do you really paint to create prettiness? I don't think so. You paint to express emotions, to elicit thought, to give voice to confusion, pain, joy and love. So, if you are beating yourself up for not having produced something "pretty," I can only say "get over it." If there's something deeper that upsets you about your painting, then I apologize for the abruptness, but I just couldn't let you get into a place where "pretty" mattered that much.
ReplyDeleteyou are right. I am not sure what I am thinking. I just don't want to pollute with my attempts at painting.I only have four prepared panels left and I guess I am feeling miserly about using them and certtainly... not floundering in public and wasting materials!
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