Sunday, February 7, 2010
I deserve to be
I have a problem with the word "deserve". I wrote 50 times today "I deserve to be happy and comfortable today"- was going to write it 100 times but took a nap instead. (to be comfortable) I was extremely tired because I got up early 3:50am for the shuttle launch, and even after they scrubbed the launch with 9 minutes to countdown, I couldn't get back to sleep. Spent half the day walking around with my head hanging down. (How are those astronauts right now?) Tonight I am going out to a party. An art party. (No superbowl for me). That should lift me even if I just pretend.
Here are two strange "valentines" of mine found in the collection. Done a few years ago, they tell my story these days...